Guilty

I personally know of 3 women who've been trying or have tried to have children and haven't succeeded. I feel guilty at how easy for me. I am not out of the woods yet, what with my age and it only being the 6th week. But, I am already wary about telling these friends that I am pregnant. I want them to be happy for me, yet I can also understand why they might feel resentful or jealous. It's human nature to ask, "why not me?"

I hope I can be gracious enough and not too grating when I give them the news and I hope they'll be happy for me and somehow realise that while I am happy for my own family, I also feel for theirs'.